if you don't stand for something, you'll fall for anything

I question what i stand for. and then i question how strong my conviction is in what i stand for. i realised that what i stood doesnt stand up to temptation of different kinds. i falter and succumb, but i am only human.

Sometimes i find it hard to comprehend why you kept it in you all this while. wasnt it hard? did you feel a sense of relief after finally saying it out? its always only a matter of time that you tell me. i felt heartache when i heard it all. i'd be lying if i said i didnt. but why did you have to make a big circle to discover this? that all this in front of you was worth appreciating? i really hope you meant what you said. but only time can tell.

Till i find a way to describe my mixed emotions, heres some eye candy...
HOORAY! GOSSIP GIRL IS COMING BACK SOOOOOOON ;) *yum*